Another day of shit.

I am depressed and I hate it here too, try not to feel so lonely. I feel like im losing my feelings and it feels good. I hope life takes a turn for the best, wherever that turn is.

I would be so happy if someone could take lotta off my hands. I want everything off my hands.

"Someday I wont listen to you bitch."

I want to die, kill me I need the change.

today sucks. not having a car sucks. here sucks. there sucks. this sucks that sucks. etc sucks.

I am very depressed. I really need a change. I feel like such a loser I just want to not feel so worthless. I also need a job / transportation.

Her name is Lotta

she is our child

The city is a jungle and im a beast

Its getting finished today, I applied at 4 places and I hoping I get at least one.

"If you dont fill your mind up with an understanding of the world, other people will do it for you."

GREEN CHRISTMAS

2 8ths of mega mix from the san jose cannabis club from my sweetheart

Anya says

I look like the guy on my sex vid shirt im wearing, weird.

This meal is delicious yet it lacks meat.


So I made an almost 2 pound skirt steak for me and Anya

Christmas is coming up, I need to go shopping more. I got a ton of groceries and ate wingstop yesterday. My morning has been pretty good.




Then Anya left me this!

Waiting for you to come home. sitting on the couch, nothing around me is on. I am just sitting here thinking, its not the best part of my day but it is nice not having to stress for 5 minutes. Poor Anya is at work. I gotta find something to cook her before she gets home.

I just want everything to be okay, and stay okay forever.

it builds distrust, it breeds failure.

sitting here alone smoking a joint.

come home.

First off, I made steak fajitas



Then some flank steak.

15 hour marination!

PLUTO LOCO

I heard they are getting back together. Rehearsal footy: